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|  Well this is beginning to look like a yearly blog.... not that anyone reads it anymore, but now that I am back online it should be easier to post. Lots has gone on and rather than try to recap we'll just say that I am well, living in a new apartment with a new car, job and puppy LOL... Kiddoes are great. Growing way too fast.... here is a new pic too :)
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|  WOW!!!!! Over a year since my last post!! I don't even know where to start.... Chris and I are not together anymore, things just went wrong somewhere along the line and the relationship never quite recovered. I am the proud mama of our nine month old baby Girl Taryn Olivia  She is just learning to crawl and I am so in love with her as I am my other two. There is a new man in my life, and he is treating us very well. I miss talking to all of you, and I hope all is well. I am going to try to make some time to get in touch with those that I used to talk to and I look forward to being updated on what is going on with each of you. Here is a little something that I wrote lately, not very good, but straight from heart to paper.....
How can I open up my heart
When it is crushed and torn
Why did you gaze upon me
Without pity or scorn
I have nothing to offer
Except for what I have
And that is torn and tattered
A shell of what I had
Still I give it to you
And pray you keep it safe
For you alone are worth it
To be in your good grace
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| Ok, Ok. I will post a little.......Things are going slowly, and financial matters still suck, but they are improving. I am a mess of emotions and can't think straight most of the time, so if this is a little scattered that should explain it.
Mikayla is trying so hard to walk, she has taken steps on her own, but she is just not ready to let go for good. Aleta will be three at the end of the month, and she is becoming such a little lady. She is finally fully potty trained, she still has accidents now and then, but that is to be expected.They are growing so fast. I know that I say that too much, but it seems that you don't realise how much time has passed until it is already gone.
As for the stressful problem that I have taken leave of xanga to try to sort it out. That still looms over my head, I seem to be at an impass, I can't seem to get things moving. Lately I am just tired.........tired of everything. I feel my old gypsey spirit wanting to carry me away. If it weren't for my strong roots here I would already be gone.
Love you all
~Blessed Be~
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| Not much new....I am back at work, glad for the rest, but glad to be back there. I missed my job. It has been gorgeous here, so I have been spending my time at home outdoora with the kids rather than cooped up inside in front of the comp.
Some things have been brought to light from my past that are making me uneasy, but I seem to have ppl that care and are willing to help nix them out before they become to much of a problem. I won't go into much detail, but all prayers, meditations, etc. would be appreciated for a positive outcome. I'll be back to posting regularly soon, I just need some time to meditate and light some candles, hopefully sort some things out.
~Blessed Be~
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| I feel loved and missed. Thanx for all of the encouraging posts. I am doing a bit better today, although Chris tells me that I am trying to do too much too soon. He is really worried that I am going to hurt myself. I am trying to take it easy, but I have a hard time sitting still. I am so used to being active that I sometimes forget that I am not supposed to be moving around alot.
Chris is being so good to me through this. Sometimes I think that he is trying to do too much though. He is barely letting me lift a finger. Just goes to show how much he cares though. I am so lucky to have him in my life.
Well since my world is rather boring there really isn't much else to say. I am going to go curl up with my baby. He has the right idea... a few candles (vanilla) good books, and lots of cuddles. If anyone has any ideas for things that we can do that are no impact, no stress, but still interesting. Let me know. Bed rest is pretty boring 
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